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hope you listened to alice all night last night.

hope you enjoy the last year of your teenage life.

hope you know how much i miss you.

hope you know that your answering machine made my day.

hope you know i have to shut your door to your room cause i miss you.

hope you know i think you are the greatest.

hope you know i'm still the your big sissy, even though you are only 1 year younger.

hope you know i'm proud of you and the courage you have.

hope you know i'm havin a hard time with out you.

hope you know i can't wait to see you.

hope you know that i love you!

happy birthday little sissy, i love you tedi!

what the carp?

grateful am i

for the mother who taught me how to properly blow my

nose & to clean out my nostrils when i'm done.

thanks mimi, i owe you one.

neverland

Comin home is probably real weird. Good thing don´t have to worry about commin home for awhile, i like it here, im gonna ask president if i can stay out another year. maybe I can still be a missionary until the world ends in 2012, that´d be sweet.

I´ve heard a little about the olympics, thats funny torah got gold. Shaun White sucks. I heard that Louie Vito was in the Olympics. He´s my bud, i used to film with him, have b-ri send me the update or somethin. actually I don´t even wanna know whats happening with all the athlete snowboarders, i just wanna know what´s happening with the ice dancing thats where the real drama and olympic spirit is. ps watchin Joice change her life, watchin Everton, Wanilda, and seeing Bruno getting miraculously cured was amazing, maybe even more amazing than watchin a bunch of clowns dance around in a frozen pipe to get a peice of gold.

he's never coming "home" & i hope he doesn't

we'll live in neverland forever

.never looking back.

(i have fallen in love with a short story that goes along with this post

if you would like a copy it would be well worth your time. leave me a

comment & i'll send it to you. hey thanks mimi again! xoxoxoxoxo)

new chapter

the best thing to happen to me in a long time is my mom kimmy

bottom line she's the greatest mom to hit this planet earth.

all of you who share her with me know what i'm talking about.

since i have been nannying for the last week i have really missed

my mom.

i got to do her hair yesterday and it was just what the doctor ordered.

we went to a pizzeria together for lunch and it was delic, i recommend

ARELLA PIZZERIA, it's so good. she has the greatest advice ever

a good recipe for getting over feeling sorry for yourself is a day out

with kimmy, i am such a blessed little brat. life is beautiful xoxo

for awhile now

i've been looking a lot like this

it's my 1/2 birthday on saturday so i guess 

it's my party & i'll cry if i want to.  you would

cry too if it happened to you.

this is a shout out to all my beautiful family whom i miss 

so much, from NC to Cali, to Provo to Ponta Pora.  i miss you.