it's practically nothing

4 months from today spencer will walk

down those elevator stairs & on to the

map on the floor of the SLC airport.

4 months from today the last 2 years

will feel like just a strange dream

and for a moment i imagine that all

time will stand still as i see my best

friend, & imagine that all this anxiety

will fade away true love will conquer all!

(no i'm not planning on a kiss for at least a couple of weeks but

i'm just sayin you know after he's set apart i can imagine us

running towards each other in slow motion embracing with a big

huge kiss on the CHEEK right? who am i kidding its gonna be

just as wierd for me as it is for him, not kissing for 2 years

will definitely make it feel like a first kiss all over again, can't wait)