for emily & jonny

& i just love this picture 

these are the times i wish i knew some portuguese

i wanna know this guy

for the last 72 hours

i've been mesmerized by these:

spencer, fabio, e. coimbra, samuel

spencer, e. coimbra, lady

e. rosa in their mission shirts

spencer 

oh crap he is beautiful!

thanks drew for the tie, he loves it

i might have fallen a little bit harder the second time

& oh i am so in love

p.s. spence sent videos, he was moving around,

breathing, sweating, walking.

he really is alive, can you believe it?

i still think it's all a dream.

"you know you are in love when you have a hard time falling asleep because reality is finally

better than your dreams." -DR. S.

when i fell in love with the same boy, twice

maybe not twice, more like 1500 times.

boo yeah

i got one.

yesterday.

brazilian stationary will always give me 

 butterflies for as long as my eyes can see.

it's a boy

I'M PREGNANT! *just joking* but spencer might feel like he's being birthed again into this world in 9 months this was taken right after spencer got set apart 15 months ago that's right 15 months ago, 9 to go, can you believe it? 9 months. i talked to spencer on christmas & it was fabulous. my favorite line that escaped his lips was when his oldest sister sara asked him "spencer what has changed the most?" or something to that drift spencer wittily replied "uh, you know the things that have changed the most are my hair and clothes" true, very clever spencer. i'm trying to get more readers on my blog people only like to read about babies and pregnancies hopefully announcing a fake pregnancy will catch your attention!

oh that is a girl sitting on spencer's lap, it's me

love this. happy new year from sunny so cal! xoxo